Midnight Blab (I'm Back!)

I thought I will never feel the need to visit this blog again. haha. 

I have just recently started reading books again on a daily basis due to my future need of apt knowledge for an upcoming environment where I will have to put myself into. I feel compelled to read a lot now especially that I have too little time to keep up on everything that I need to know. I mean, everything as, "everything". 

Nowadays, I am feeling more regretful on the years that passed. I kept on thinking how I managed to blindly settle on my current state when there are a lot of opportunities for personal growth. 

I guess, the people around me is a great factor on how I see life's definition of contentment.

These past years, there are a couple of people who made me realize that I have more to do. This is not the end of me. It's not the time for my safe haven yet. And these people---I consider now as my greatest BLESSING. 

    Random selfie photo I got on my phone. 

It is true that every people we meet has certain roles in our lives irregardless of what they did. Both ecstasy and pain are the superlative emotions of life that each one of us need a proper taste of.

While it may take us some time to understand what our sufferings are for, eventually we will come to the realization that these happened for a reason which in any way made us a better and wiser person. ( That is, if you are an optimistic person, which you should be. )

      These experiences startled me out of my torpor and woke me into seeing something which I have been blindly ignoring my entire life maybe because of my contentment in being mediocre.

I feel like I have a deeper responsibility now for myself that I'm slowly learning to prioritize my personal growth and happiness above anything else. 

I have made some social changes, yes.

Let us hope for the best, I know God does hope so too.

AGO